' i'm just a little emotional..."

ok, so i am just going to say that normally i am an emotional person, but if needs be i can control myself. unless i am 7 months pregnant. i am not sure what is going this weeks, but i am totally irrational, crazy, crying girl. i mean last week i was making cinnamon rolls, and the first batch did not rise, and i nearly lost it. i had to sit down and have a talk with myself before i could make my 2nd attempt. ( the 2nd batch turned out really good, and you would have thought i won some sort of beauty contest because i was so happy) and today i just totally lost it because of no reason. i remember crying while watching sportscenter when i was pregnant with kyle, but lately i seem to be so irrational. really, i feel sorry for matt, he cannot win. i try to not be crazy, but i started to cry because he told me that i should have used masking tape instead of tacks in the playroom. kyle asked matt if i was sad, he said yes, but he was probaley like, " no, kyle, she is just insane." honestly, i don't even feel normal, i feel totally out of control with emotions. its annoying, i do not want to be crazy, but when i am feeling emotional, i feel completely justified and i want sympathy. the funny thing is that people feel sorry for me because i have to live with myself. anyways enough of me whining, i cant be crazy pregnant forever, it will end and i will have to deal with postpardum crying, great...:)

my belly!

so finally i am posting a picture of my little pregnant belly. i swear it seems bigger in real life. or maybe it is just my point of view... things are going really good lately with my pregnancy, anything is better than the beginning when i felt like i would die. i am feeling good though. i am very excited it is a girl, and have been looking for things to decorate her room, and i think that i have found some cute things, i just have to make the curtains and the crib bumper. luckily matt has 6 days off the first week of may, so i can totally focus on sewing. (i can sew, but i have to give it my total attention or it is sad looking) we are also still trying to figure out a name, we have a couple ideas, but no final decisions yet. i think by july we will figure it out. so all in all, the baby stuff is great, she is getting big and i can tell she is fancy already.

POTTY TRAINING!!

kyle told me he wanted to pee in the potty so we got him his underwear ( they have mickey mouse on them) and treats and his potty today. he has done good so far, we will just see how the next few days go. i thought he looked so funny so i am putting up his new look!!
his fire boots are the best part with new underwear!

kyle"isms"

so i know that everyone has the cutest child ever, but lately the things that kyle has been telling me are so funny that i thought i would write out a few for ya'll to see.
1. "Mama, us worker mans" ( matt and kyle were building some shelves in the garage, so he had to tell me they were worker men)
2. " Me want Roxy's tail" ( he said this to me sunday morning, he was completely serious and very upset)
3. " This bed, a baby bed" ( 3 am the other night he told me this because i wanted him to sleep in his bed, but i guess it is getting too small for him)
4." Good Girl" ( this is just funny because this morning i was getting him some pumpkin bread i made and he slapped my bum and told me i was a good girl)
5." where's jesus?" (everytime we have a prayer he asks where jesus is)
6." kissing, gross" ( we were watching a tv show, and he reminded me that kissing is gross to little boys)
7. "grandpa, buy me a motorcycle" ( i came home from the store the other night and kyle was walking around saying this, and every so often i hear him repeating it)
8. a sad face with his hands covering his eyes, its very dramatic and works really well with getting matt's sympathy
9. "look bo bo's" ( we were walking through target and he saw the bra section and told me to look at the bo bo's, it was really funny because i never call them that, but grandma deb deb does...)
10. " me no want this dog no more, put her in cage" ( he and Roxy made each other mad, but seems to just foreshadow a day when he wants the baby to be put in her cage?!!)
so there are just a few of the awesome things he has been telling me lately, and he has taken up ping pong because that is what the firemen are doing everytime we go visit matt at work, its really cute.
i keep meaning to post pics of the house but we are still putting it together, and i want to post cute pictures not ones of boxes, so soon!!
also i do finally look pregnant so i will have matt take a pic soon so ya'll can see what i look like pregnant ( sorry,but i am not a very cute pregnant girl, only my butt and boobs get big)
also, something funny about matt, in elder's quorum yesterday the local hs wrestling was saying that for a fundraiser we could go a shoot the boys with paintballs for 12 shots like $2. also it is at a local corner store, so we might be able to get cheap big gulps of diet coke. i have not seen matt this excited about an event in a while. he is so cute and funny! you gotta love that matt bond.

we find out...

IT'S A GIRL!!!!
we are so excited. we thought (like most of you) that it was going to be a boy, but surprise, we will have our fancy little girl!!

i got tagged by chira!!!

my really cute friend from college tagged me so here you are kiki!!

10 years ago...
i was in 7th grade. i was totally terrified because i had just moved. i made cheerleader, it was awesome!! my mom got me balloons, i remember being shocked, and really scared about wearing the really short shorts, but i got ove that really fast!i think i had a cute haircut back then too. it was pretty normal... nothing too exciting really.

5 things on my To Do list...
pack some of our stuff
bathe kyle and roxy (she is shedding a little, i can't stand it)
pay some bills
find out what the baby is on thursday
go to utah on friday

the first few are boring and i could go on and on, but i will not do that to ya'll

5 snacks i enjoy... (fun to ask a pregnant girl!!)
cucumbers with ranch
grapes
chocolate candy
donuts ( this one hit me hard on our recent trip to chicago)
any kind of cupcake

5 places i have lived:
Hobbs, NM
Oregon
Bedford, TX
Rexburg, ID
Idaho Falls, ID (very soon)*

5 jobs i have had: i have had a lot of jobs
tanning salon receptionist
working at the Purple Cow making shakes
scheduling senior pictures for a photographer
sales girl at a store i forgot the name of in Grapevine Mills Mall
waiting tables at Frontier Pies

5 things people don't know about me:
1.i have never broken a bone in my body
2.i really want to learn Hebrew and go to graduate school for Jewish History and study in Jerusalem
3.i am a convert to the Church (when i was 14)
4.i hate not doing my hair or wearing it in a ponytail (unless it is an activity you would wear you hair back for)
5.i thought Matt was kinda weird on our first date, but i soon realized he was just really nervous. he hardly talked, but did not waste any time kissing me on the first date. worked out ok for us, right?!?!
so i tag Deb Deb, Susie, and Susanna!

WE FIND OUT WHAT THE BABY IS ON THURSDAY, SO EVERYONE NEEDS TO LEAVE ME A MESSAGE TELLING ME WHAT THEY THINK IT IS... A TREAT FOR THOSE WHO PICK CORRECTLY!!( we have not got any names yet, maybe that will be your treat!!!jk)